Friday, February 28, 2014

Countdown

I am currently counting down to my final in my math class.  It seems that logarithmic equations, regression lines and the such have overtaken my life.  Seriously, I have woken up with a math problem at the forefront of my mind and I remember dreaming about solving functions.  At this point I am done and just want it to be over and don't want to apply myself. But that other side of me keeps telling me that I only have 7 more days until I am done, don't ruin your grade now.  Done to the point that this is my last last math class for the rest of my life unless I decide to go back to school to major in something completely opposite from my current major.  I doubt it, but you never know.  Life is too short not to learn all that you can.  I'm always eager to learn something new and could probably become a professional student if I happened to be independently wealthy.  Since I'm not, I think I need to focus on just finishing what I started.  I have set an insanely ambitious goal for myself and it will be stressful at times but I will have something at the end I can be proud of for following through with. 

One of the plus sides of being so involved in school is that while people are complaining about the weather and how bitterly cold it has been and they can't wait for Spring,it has forced me to stay inside and just focus on school. I hate the cold, I hate the snow, yet this year it really hasn't bothered me. I don't have those warm temperatures calling me to go outside to work in the yard or find an adventure for the kids and I.  Another round of snow is potentially in the forecast for Monday and to be honest, I'm O.K. with it.  It means if it does snow and the kids don't have school, that I have a full day to study before my final on Friday.